Friday, September 18, 2009 @7:34 PM
My heart feels like it has been continuously punched with needles...time and again...it hurts...Each time he talks about that girl...so close yet so far...blood related...argh!>< I never want to talk to him ever again! I dun wan to feel that pain anymore! Why does he keep hurting me? yet he doesn't even realise it...ARGH! Her Her Her...isn't there anything else he can talk about?! If he likes her so much, why can't he just get back with her!!? Instead of acting like he hates her. Why can't the both of them just admit that they like each other?! Instead of repeatedly saying "He/She is the worse person! I hate him/her!" Then still tell me about each other...it hurts so much...Its like listening to your crush talking to you about another girl/boy... Sometimes, I feel like shouting at him "Shut up! I dun wanna listen! I dun wanna hear it anymore! I dun wan to hear that name from u! Stop it! Just stop saying it! I never want to talk to you ever again! You're hurting me deeper and deeper! When are u gonna stop!" Argh...but I could never bring myself to say that to either of them...they are practically driving me crazy... hurting me even more...each time they talk about each other...I just wanna shut them up...