Wednesday, November 11, 2009 @6:29 AM
Now that I think of it...I really lost many ppl I love this year... Did I took them for granted? Did I not cherish them? Or maybe it was just my mistake n turned into a tumble? Will I ever get up? My parents certainly have lost trust in me, I just stabbed 8r8 in the heart...school...ahh forget about that><...dun even get me started!...But I really love my CCA^^ everyone is nice except one or two, the seniors are very...mmm...how to say ah...sister'ly? hahaz^^ Yue is very far away from me now...Z fencing is okay...but that fat guy pissed me off man...I wanted to give him a satay...using my blade n going through his bird brain! GRRRR!!! The girls are okay...but there's one I dun like...no wait, now there's two-.-lll A n H...I cannot stand them liao...but have to. I do enjoy my trainings, but sometimes im just not in the mood...and things get wose...And my day gets destroyed with black satin paint...My past few weeks were quite terrible...cried almost every night...that nut head keep breaking my heart! Nut head~ hahahahahahahaz^^ 8r8 broke me down sometimes but never failed to cheer me up n made me happy again^^ Raquel always make me smile^^Raquel is the name of my puppy, maltese breed^^Very adorable~ I envy him sometimes too...such a good life. eat n sleep n play. haix... Well my days are getting better^^ Feeling happier. But still sad...And kinda depressed... I had to abandon what I had, to get something else that I've longed for... Until now, I still dunnoe if I did the right thing... Well gtg now, nitex!
@6:13 AM
This is the most confusing year in my life... But its gonna end soon...so just have ta bear with it. I have no idea what kind of class I will have next year...man... Another rumour perhaps? Man... Haix... Well now I feel somewhat better I guess... imagination getting worse though-.-lll I think im too sensitive>< hell="p"><><>< so scary when I look into her eyes, but she's still the same as always^^ Love her~ My younger cousin, Ke yin, has grown into a young lady on the inside^^She may not look like it, but the way she chat with me in that cold hotel room in Japan really made me felt like she's different now^^ She tends to think twice about making decisions now. I'm proud of her^^ She's a good child. Unlike me...failure when it comes to being a daughter...man...her mum is so proud of her all the time...I somewhat envy her...how I wished I had her life...simple and easy...and not to mention slow. With loving and fun friends~ She always talks about Jojo^^I love listening to her talk about her school, makes me jealous=p