Tuesday, January 05, 2010 @2:08 AM
2E4 is okay...for now that is. Chloe has been absent for the past two days. Still on holiday-.- Lucky girl. Haix...Tution soon. Well Geraldine is in trouble now... better go help her, bye!
Friday, January 01, 2010 @11:34 PM
"Problem Child" Mavis told me. But yet I still cannot get him out of my head-.- I know that he's useless, hopeless and terrible, but its just a feeling... Guan man... Everyday...argh, freakin irritating>< And Leo dunnoe why not talking to me:( Haix, Oh well maybe he's just busy. I feel very lucky to have Gab. But sometimes he too lets me down. Or should I say, go against me. Hahaz^^ We support each other when our relationships are bad. I kinda regret starting relationships, yet I'm somewhat glad that I did, not sure why. At least I've experience what guy is good, and wad is bad. Damn it, why did he even tag! not that im close on forgeting about him, but... ARGH>< THAT...Ahh nvm...shouldn't say it...I seriously wished that I've never met him. Then I wouldn't like him so much. It was all just an imagination. A bad dream. Maybe I kinda picked the wrong timing. Oh well>< i really wanna forget about everything...Freaking stupid to keep thinking and dwelling on the past. Few days ago, his mum went to see my mum at the show at suntec. I got so angry n almost filled with tears. I told my mum that I never want to see her again... Then I thought "She didn't do anything wrong, I shouldnt be angry at her." But still, I just can't bring myself to see her again. She's like a blessing flower. I would always be very happy to see her, no matter where, my birthdays, christmas, and other occasions. There's this warm n sweet feeling when I see her. And her hugs are ever so warm. But now, I think I would cry if I see her. Terrible... He seriously ruins my life. He already ruined it anyways... Make me dislike my cousin. He's the cause of almost everything. It's as if he's the only one in this whole world. Can't say spoiled, neither can u say retarded. werid~ He just didn't put in enough effort.
@11:23 PM
Raquel is getting bigger now. Fatter too^^hahaz. school's reopening very soon. Not quite ready for school yet^^ My broken heart is healing fast. Faster than ever! But still hurts... that bloody idiot...even tag on my blog... Why can't he just leave me alone. Jess is still in indo, but returning soon. Chloe should be back in sg by now. I'll be in the same class as her next year^^ So no need to worry about being bullied anymore. I miss Faaliha so much>< She's such a great friend>< I'll be in 2E4 next year^^ with Janna too!XD Can talk to her about Raquel the whole day hahaz^^ Basket... See na>< now my heart is aching again...pain... Mummy's new office is very nice, but that guy's house is just next to it...Can see it from the back door of the office...Bloody hell...He called me a gold digger, in my mind was "Even if I am, u aren't even close to gold. You're just mud...no, worse than mud and lower than dust." Everyone tells my his useless, and its very true. I prevented Gab n Elaine from breaking up recently. And I succeded^^ I found out how terrible gab was, but he's not even half of wad Kevin is... Gab is so much more...Devoted~ But he wants Elaine to be mushy mushy lovey dovey hahaz^^ They are such a mushy couple! But Gab drove her insane-.- Aiyowa~ Everyone is busy now. And my poor Raquel is being left alone hahaz^^ He's on my lap now^^ Adorable little puppy. Naughty too! Haix, never attend fencing for 2 months>< Go back confrim kenna scold by coach^^hahaz. Coach James would be furious! XD hahahahaz.